XXLove letters
When nothing was more stubborn than our love,
You
probably thought,
‘She
checks me out from head to toe,
She
can tell a newcomer one mile away,
She
takes a glance at her watch,
She
looks at me guessing,
‘Is
he a maniac?
No,
Is
he an artist seeking cheap rent?’
I
stare at her beaming,
She
doesn’t trust my broad smile,
I
have to wave the white flag,
I
don’t understand what she tries to see,
Staring
into my soul,
‘It’s
around the corners of his mouth,
It’s
the well-hidden mockery of the world,
Is
he an aspiring writer?
He
is a journalist,
Yes!’
After
our thoughts stretched out,
They
reached double quotation marks,
It
was the first clash of two egos,
We
put down the weapons,
Wiping
fingerprints off barrels,
We
took care of all smocking guns,
We
stashed them behind gallantry and good manners,
We
dropped the daggers at each other’s feet,
We
were two yesterday hippies that did not recognize each other,
Nobody
was more evasive than you,
Nothing
was more abusive than life,
I
said ‘I’m terribly sorry’,
Why
is the top of a hill considered to be the best spot?’
I
didn’t lie,
Then
I lied and I didn’t feel sorry,
‘I
didn’t expect such a long queue,
It
was a long steep way to the top’,
‘Beautiful
women never say ‘sorry’,
‘Sorry’
affects their good looks’,
Paris
was dirty,
Parisians
were obnoxious,
The
police was annoying,
Where
was I?
The
hill had a view of Paris zinc roofs,
I
felt terribly homesick,
The
top of the hill is the best spot for martyrdom and sightseeing,
For
martyrdom it was early,
The
rooster had crowed yet not even once,
You
asked me ‘Do you still hurry?’
‘I
am still hungry,
What
am I saying?
Sorry’,
I
should have bitten my tongue,
But
the harm had already been done,
That’s
why I continued speaking my mind without any sign of worry.
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