What Does The Cat Purr In Your Ear?

 

 

How To Go To Hell

 

Probably he said her,

‘Shortly your voyage is over,

 Your flight to pop culture of self deception comes to a glorious end,

Get off the board quickly,

Step into the boat,

Let’s cross the river of pain and tears,

Earthly riches turn into sand’,

‘Why do the best things always insist?

‘Get on the other side’,

It’s easy to go to hell,

Nobody needs a map,

We go to hell by mistake,

All that we need to do,

We need to find someone special,

Who can create a vision,

 We get lost in our dreams,

And delusions of our hearts,

Then we take the final step,

Her answer might be very simple,

‘Take me home but, please, don’t drive’,

We may possess life,

But we all are possessed by death,

We all are in the soft death’s paws,

We want something protecting us,

We have to protect it first,

I’ll make an attempt to bribe you,

I’ll share with you what I spied,

When I climbed up the heavens stairs,

I dusted all God’s verdicts,

I decided to do a research,

Till curiosity killed all my cats,

I looked up in God’s trials,

I spied on your biggest sin,

You are excited to know,

What would they do?

How far would they go?

 For big dough and free coke,

Spotlight and glorious c...s,

The grave stone proved,

It was the place I couldn’t endure,

I decided to come back,

The simple solution was,

I refused to decompose,

I am here wishing the best’,

‘I recognize her sense of humor,

It always appeared to be too macabre,

As her fairy tales  they came from the fire place,

I may not recognize you,

Meanwhile she and the angel of death were always the best friends’,

‘Your parents, your friends and the closest haters parade in front of Death,

It keeps fidgeting in the corner,

It starts losing its patience,

One last fairy tale for the road,

One last romance and let’s go,

 

We all love them,

In tales love is always real while pain is not’.

 

 

What Does The Cat Purr In Your Ear?

 

Reanimate The Moment

 

 

'This story is your fate,

Before you choose,

You should know,

You have neither time nor choice,

I’ve just broken the sand watch,

I am her,

You refuse to believe,

What you have always known,

It’s impossible to see my face,

Since light was sculpted in darkness,

I am wiser than my years,

In the holes of your eyes,

It’s my home,

It is my birthright,

I’m honored to live at the same time as you,

While you continue enjoying your sickness,

I’m pleased with my today’s status,

But with you I would feel complete,

With you I would feel perfect,

Without you I fail finding comfort,

My life isn’t cozy now,

I’ve been looking for love,

I’ve been hunting for peace,

How would you look there?

In the interior of my transparent world,

My world doesn’t care,

What colors were then,

What colors are now,

Let me remind you,

Time is an enemy,

An enemy won’t be a friend,

Life is all mystery there,

Here life is a misery pot,

You used to walk a defiance tight rope,

Be careful though,

In my world there are things,

They’re more friable than figurines,

They can’t be possessed,

They can always be touched,

Don’t play with them,

They are nobody's toys,

Don’t play with them,

Love them very much’,

 ‘I don’t believe it is you,

 I lost you after I killed all your faces’,

‘You know I am a survivor,

I survived all these years because of you,

Revenge isn’t one of my pure intentions,

It only sharpens my senses,

So I’m here because of you’,

‘After her death I was in the graveyard,

I was shocked by what I saw,

It was a big black stone alone,

So that she didn’t feel lonely,

There was only one word,

That was all,

It was carved in her shelter rock’,

‘What word was carved in stone?

What else except for ‘she’,

What was the last present,

From one who truly loved her?

 

Rhetoric,

Except for the last stone kiss from one,

With whom she was meant to be’.

 

What Does The Cat Purr In Your Ear?

 

 

Let’s Win The Game

 

 

I clench my fist,

The entire world turns white,

I do not feel pain,

You and I play exclusively major roles,

We don’t settle for something small,

It bitterly sighs,

It silently cries,

Being empty it hides in the corners,

The roles we play can be hated and rough,

They are not always great and easy,

They always have everything more,

More poison, more bile, more salt,

More anguish and true will,

They are always scared,

But rewards for them are always bigger,

You want me to be one of your episodes,

One step at your lifetime,

One frame of your silent movie,

One moment of your daily night,

One shade of your black sun,

Now your life is jumping lines,

Now we both are evil and even,

One stone of your walls,

One echo of your ceilings,

You want me to be a key to all your locks,

Without blaming and fighting,

You’d love imprisoning me,

In the farthest room of your head,

Jingling the keys every second,

 Torturing my daydreaming,

You truly hope,

Your memory will forget,

Your conscience will never remember,

It will enjoy a pleasant stay,

In the cabaret of your pain,

Under the Gothic arches,

I will continue wailing and waning,

I am not one of those,

Who anticipates the vain,

Impatiently waiting and secretly hating,

Asking the hordes of faceless questions,

When you deign to come back,

To unlock the gate of your castle,

With whom you have been,

Why,

While I was doing time,

It’s the restless wind in my hair,

There is venom in my eyes,

There is no blood in my veins,

Do you hear?

My voice is in other voices,

Do you recognize it?

In my veins only fire runs,

We share the same halo,

We share the same curse,

We are two of a kind,

Do you know?

We are not different,

We are unique,

Come with me leaving behind,

Your slow motion death.

 

 

 

 

What Does The Cat Purr In Your Ear?

 

Puzzles

 

Do you know how a telephone sounds?

 

 

In a house that feels alone,

 

 

 Like a challenge, court sentence,

 

Like threatening silence,

 

Like a deadly message from another world,

 

Like something that would go wrong,

 

 I turned the place upside down,

 

Trying to find the telephone voice,

 

An irritating and frightening sound,

 

I was very fast,

 

 I couldn’t locate the source,

 

There was still the cat,

 

I had drawn on the wall,

 

It had a human face,

 

It was the way I used to see beasts,

 

‘Where are you?’ I cried,

 

I was angry,

 

I was obsessed,

 

There wasn’t a beam of light,

 

 When everything went dark,

 

I was stroking the cold wall,

 

What happened next?

 

I don’t remember,

 

I guess I continued to live and to love,

 

I’m still alive,

 

I’m still in love with a ghost,

 

If those bastards have left me to live,

 

Then the angel of death will too,

 

It will fly by ignoring me,

 

Mocking me,

 

As if death was never true,

 

‘Now you know my story',

 

‘Nobody still doesn’t know the end',

 

‘The only thing I know,

 

It is the deadliest sin,

 

It is the death penalty verdict,

 

Living my death without hers,

 

I am afraid of living forever,

 

I don’t know why,

 

When it’s spring evening,

 

The sky and the stars feel pretty,

 

A gentle breeze touches my face,

 

Why do I want to cry?

 

I bury yesterday every morning,

 

I celebrate that it’s finally gone,

 

It’s gone forever,

 

It feeds my hope that every second I die,

 

Why do I want to cry?’

 

‘You have a mazed mind,

 

Wonder thoughts hide in its darkness,

 

When we live long puzzled lives,

 

One day we turn into puzzles,

 

It is the most familiar feeling,

 

You want to say something,

 

Instead you say something else,

 

Why do we shed tears?

 

There is so much pain, suffering, grief,

 

The Earth was created this way,

 

We shouldn’t feel very sorry when it’s our turn to leave’.