What does the cat purr in your ear?

 

 

 

Be My Dolphin

 

 

 

‘Who are you?

I am a dolphin’.

‘Are you a dolphin?

 I am a shark,

According to evolution,

We sharks love eating dolphins,

Dolphins don’t talk to us,

Have you ever seen our teeth?

Get closer and have a look,

Before you take one sea glimpse,

Don’t say ‘I’m not afraid to fall in love with you,

First fall in love with them,’

‘Your teeth look so perfect,

I don’t know what I should say,

You have a great dentist,

Or they came into the sea world exactly this way’,

‘Don’t you know that teeth love to grow?’

‘Long time ago I strayed from my kind,

Now I am here,

I was fired but not terrified’,

 ‘Watch out for many dangers,

They swim in the open sea,

What are you doing here?’

‘I look for a perfect wave,

Following my dream’,

The shark was deeply confused and bewildered,

No creature addressed the shark like this fish,

‘I wouldn’t mind you being my dolphin?

I don’t beg,

I don’t ask,

I simply command,

But in your case I do insist’,

I wouldn’t mind being your dolphin,

I would want it and I would love,

I looked for a perfect wave,

One that could take me much higher,

One that could take me much further,

It would never play with my heart,

I would never tame my dream,

I would never hang on to it,

 As if I was blind or helpless,

When I happened to be sad,

I would cling to it just a bit,

Nothing is sure,

I know,

I looked for a safe stormy wave,

The biggest dream must be perfect,

People say dreams are made of hard work,

When it’s hard,

It is a hardship,

‘Be my dolphin’ you said,

I thought,

‘It is amazing that someone,

Can make you feel so great,

Someone you don’t know,

Someone whose name is a stranger,

 This wave suits perfectly me,

Down,

And to the ground,

I laughed and got in your car,

With sharks you are a shark,

You swim in the open sea.

When you are outside me,

What happens to them?

I didn’t and I don’t care,

I took the closest look,

No, I’m not scared,

‘Do you want to be my shark?

You are my perfect wave,

I fell in love with your teeth,

All the rest are your fast food,

I want to be your dolphin’.

 

What does the cat purr in your ear?

 

 

 

Dedicated to all angels,

 

 

 

 

 

Mistakes

 

 

Now my life is this,

It is a red box,

Without the trace of a shipper,

While you were taking a rest,

It was delivered to your address,

It is from someone,

They believe you do hate,

It’s wrapped in holiday sales like a striper,

It is the biggest wonder,

The most difficult stunt,

One makes you feel so precious,

They say it is someone,

Who exists only for you,

Exclusively in your mind,

You are a love trespasser,

They don’t understand,

In your dialect of rape sensible jokes,

‘Killing’ means ‘loving’,

Everything is vice versa, 

A palette knife is brought to life,

Black is a useful shade,

‘He reminded me,

 I was lost on my road,

I stormed out and ran away,

 I hadn’t found myself in the corners,

Of victims’ rectangular thoughts,

And triangular hearts on the tray,

He always sought courage,

Courage was what he lacked,

As to the rest he was like all others,

All people lack love,

All people want love the most,

He hoped and he hopes,

Hoping for the worst,

After he took a cab home,

I found myself almost intact,

Myself didn’t differ from others,

It wanted and lacked love’,

Who lives a long puzzled life,

One day becomes a huge puzzle,

Who wants to put it together will fall apart,

A scream will turn into a whisper,

Everything will be downed,

‘One night I loved a woman,

It was my biggest and my worst mistake,

I don’t regret about ‘a woman’,

Simply she wasn’t her,

Our Gods took us for a ride,

 They woke us up and said,

‘You know the most glamorous thing is salvation,

Go and save, my kid,

I’ll be waiting for you and watching,

Don’t ask why I am sad’,

‘Our Gods were making a joke,

Changing seasons is one of them,

There is nothing more glamorous,

Than destruction of others,

Insatiable me and insatiable you,

We are against all others,

Including ourselves’.

 

 

 

What does the cat purr in your ear?

 

 

It’s inspired by gentle villains. As everything.

 

 

I Will Always Dot Come

 

 

 

My heart froze and burst into hailstorm,

I didn’t hear my heart for days,

Later it was documented,

How it had stopped to beat,

It got autographed by the cause of my death,

The clapperboard is barking,

It is the first sound,

I have ever heard since then,

We say the same ‘I am tired’,

We make an exhausting complaint,

 ‘I’m tired of you and you and you too,

I’m tired of you all’,

Because we invest ‘I am happy’,

In other people,

They might be right or wrong,

It is our worst habit,

It is our fault and fall,

Symmetry is completion,

Completion is not two halves,

Two halves are incomplete,

Gods continue to sell their past to the future,

Teaching Human Ecology class,

We won’t be sewn together,

We’ve never been cut,

We miss the most the one we haven’t,

We aren’t two desperate rags,

You support the idea of quarters,

You should hire the best sleuth,

It’s a painstaking platonic assignment,

‘By the way,

Do you believe in your other half?

It might be somewhere near,

The place you have never been,

It might be beyond the edge of the world,

 Where is it?

You and God know where,

Imagine one day you passed it by,

You won’t find it ever,

You haven’t found it yet’,

‘Fractions are not important,

One half, one third or one forth,

We might not find it ever,

The worst thing is to believe,

Our other half doesn’t exist’,

‘All vital parts are paired,

Two kidneys, two ears, two eyes,

A soul is said to be one,

Lately I’ve lost my soul,

I’d  die to borrow one’,

‘You would die?’

‘So to whisper’,

‘My soul is bargained,

Your soul is lost’,

‘We don’t need souls and halos,

You and I have lips,

Two souls are two lips,

The lower and the upper,

The lips are never apart,

They part for a passionate kiss,

There is no half to fulfill,

There is only half to feel,

Symmetry is completion,

You want to stay forever,

Stay in touch with yourself,

Will you?

 I shall,

Your ‘I shall not’ was properly quartered,

I have to inform you,

It shipwrecked and drowned,

In the Caribbean Sea’.

 

What does the cat purr in your ear?

 

 

 

Ripped Off The Context

 

 

Cheating exists in many formats,

I know nothing about it,

How does it feel?

I don’t know,

Infidelity for some reason is always styled,

With a pair of famously infamous horns,

My lines are lacking despair,

Reproofs have no edge,

I always walk on my instinct,

Obeying the rule of rules,

When you walk or you are walked on,

Don’t forget to improvise,

When you fall or you are fallen,

Be persuasive but don’t lie,

You love to overplay,

Living only in your grandeur,

You love to forplay,

You’ve never missed a step,

It is a slippery night,

You scale is never broken,

Tonight it is tipsy,

It continues to weigh all your chances,

It cheats on you now and then,

For the time being it is unbalanced,

Let’s continue with our lines,

Committing a playful crime,

‘I am tired to sleep on the couch,

Because I hate our bed,

I’m tired of one cup of coffee’,

‘I’m tired of hungry fools,

Divinely pathetic creatures,

Confusing a coffee pot with the jackpot,

I’m tired of your accusations,

Your airy castles I have to maintain’,

‘I’m tired of your explanations,

Why are your still with her?’

‘Why am I still with you?

Because you gave me  the right’,

 ‘You keep me for a rainy day,

Exclusively for yourself’,

‘As if this wasn’t enough

They never earn their keep,

Save me from a rainy night’,

 ‘You disappear without a word,

You appear like guilt in the doorway,

Every season you miss my bed’,

‘It is the only place,

Where I feel to be loved’,

‘If I were you, I would start using ‘maybe’,

‘I see your heart in my eyes,

Where I am already forgiven’,

‘You’ve never changed,

What a heart crasher you are!

You never ask ‘May I’,

‘I don’t care that you are  ‘maybe’,

A clapperboard has just barked,

The audition has just ended,

The one who is late is late,

Pink is washed out by light,

Your time rolls to my trap,

It was my favorite dress,

Now it needs a fix,

The zipper is broken for good,

I’ve run out of clean sheets,

You’ve run out of dirty pages.

 

What does the cat purr in your ear?

 

 

 

Acrobatics In The Grey.

 

 

Now we have different roles,

You walk a tight rope,

Hey, you, over there,

I have a role for you,

You will be a rope,

Are you surprised?

No,

It isn’t something new,

You’ve based your happiness on it,

Balancing thoughts on the ends of a pole,

Don’t be yourself now,

Don’t be the last night,

Till the end of a show,

You both are playing along,

Your biggest fear is fear,

It is a taut dialogue,

Stretching between you and you,

Thoughts come alive somewhere near,

Finally you lose your balance,

They push you,

You fall into a gorge,

A house is so empty,

They come when you are in bed,

Insomnia is a torture,

 It has no safety net,

‘I’d give anything just to know,

What hides behind this smile,

I’m poorer than a church mouse,

I‘ve lost everything and everybody,

  I haven’t found love’,

‘You make me to have so many secrets,

You make me to tell so many lies,

I can not discuss with nobody,

As if it wasn’t enough,

You want everything including pain,

To have only natural size’,

‘I used to resize micrographs,

Billboards looked one inch high’,

‘You make me mad with your persistence’,

‘It is slow motion hell,

You’ve sterilized my head’,

‘You torture me with your patience,

Your brain is a cocoon’,

‘Your brain is a soap bubble,

It always burst at dawn,

The moment the sun explodes’,

‘You put me in an awkward position,

You introduced your affair to me,

How do you dare?’

‘At times I think you are a version,

That is too good to be true’,

‘How many times did you mistake me for others?’

‘I wrote love stories about you’,

‘Now they rub your mistakes in my face,

You’ve always been another,

I loved another but you,

I’m tired of being suspicious,

Every time I meet the one’,

‘I’m tired to live in your bubble,

I survive till the next morning,

Every next morning it bursts’,

‘Don’t push your needle through time’.

 

 PS I love this tightrope walker.