XXLove letters

 

 

When you read anonymous verses folded into a heart,

 

 

I close my eyes,

I tuck silence,

Neatly around my neck,

If you don’t remember,

Then it never happened,

It’s my favorite music,

The ashtray is littered,

You have just gone,

Myself decides to stay stabbing me right in my back,

The willful rebel is sealed in the box,

It smells musty,

 It tastes pungent,

Driven crazy by thirst,

It licks opium dew,

It has no choice,

All defense tricks crash onto high walls,

 Feelings flatline,

What a waste of salvation,

The edge of mind is a terrible place,

I’m rummaging through dustbins,

Arrogance slaps me in the face,

‘Together’ hangs by a thread,

I’m a wreck,

I memorize the life lesson,

Morals provide a shelter for cowards,

Mercy provides a shelter for weakness,

Stillness screams,

Endurance equals zero,

Loneliness asks for forgiveness,

Sickening mind seeks,

Logic has gone missing for days,

It isn’t missed,

I need words meaning love,

They give birth to collision,

Coincidence is the god and the hangman,

It makes the best plans,

It builds tombs and fairy castles,

We choose to be shadows of ourselves,

One tomorrow night we’ll pretend,

You will pretend you regret,

I will pretend you are a stranger,

You are someone I have never met,

 

As if you were Santa,

One day I asked you for love and for guidance,

You answered politely,

 ‘I beg your pardon’,

People ask me,

 ‘Why are you always lost?

Why are you always losing?’

 I am someone they have never known,

Hypocrisy is the most successful profession,

 

I dedicate it to Paris sunshine.