XXLove letters

 

 

 

When everything was rhetorical,

 

 

 

What would you ask me if I asked you to ask me?

Don’t think and mute every thought,

How long can you do it?

As long as you sleep,

As long as you paint,

As long as we made love,

As long as you grocery shop,

 

 Since forever I have loved you,

Forever  l will love you,

It’s classic and smooth,

It’s beloved,

It’s like the week that has only Sundays,

It is often taken for granted,

I doubt whether it’s true,

 

They say this to quiet each other,

What would I ask you if you asked me to ask you?

I wouldn’t ask you to stay,

I wouldn’t be another,

I would ask you to shun pain,

I would ask you to be always happy,

I would wish you the best death ever,

I would ask you to drown yourself in champagne,

 

‘Don’t stay in the places where you feel pain,

Stay in the place I Love Me,

What would you ask me?

Your request would be the strongest chain,

You asked me nothing,

I  should have gone,

My loss was bigger than China,

 

Hands run clockwise in your head,

Hands crawl backwards in mine,

I hear all that I wanted to tell,

I look at you the way I wanted to look,

I touch you the way I wanted to touch,

I love you more than I wanted to love,

It’s counterclockwise,

 

I don't follow the sun,

 

Would you ask me to stay forever?

Or only till morning comes,

What did you want to say?

The last night when we looked at each other,

We stayed silent,

Words could destroy love in no time,

But our hearts failed,

 

Was it worth the bother?

 

If one night your fingers entangle in mine,

Such mistake can’t be forgiven,

It’s a deadly void between us,

It’s colder than waters you swam last night,

‘How are you?’

‘How am I?’

‘I simply exist’,

‘What would you ask me if  I suddenly didn’t?’