What does the cat purr in your ear?

 

 

Stab Yourself To Find Hope.

 

 

Some people own our real,

Some people own ‘I fantasize’,

I want you to own me,

You are the former,

You are the latter,

I am your lust name,

My tears are buttons,

On the chest of your shirt,

My first thought was,

‘I knew I would meet you’,

My second thought was,

‘I can’t love’,

My third thought was,

‘I can’t forget you’,

You are the king,

I am the queen,

Haven’t you seen a queen to be naked?

A queen is always dressed up,

Do you remember evenings?

We came here and talked for nights,

Love me the moments you whisper,

Humming the same words,

When you are loud, I’m scared,

That everything won’t be enough,

Do you remember you wandered the alleys?

Trying to kill a song in your head?

I wrote the same notes,

‘Looking for me at dawn,

You won’t be able to find me.

I won’t be here, my love’,

Do you remember when rain drops were stabbing?

It was human and humid,

But it didn’t rain,

I hit you with ‘I am not happy,

I’m leaving’,

You said the indifferent ‘fine’,

Do you remember I threatened?

‘If you leave now,

You’ll never be back’,

Sometimes I act like a donkey,

‘Over my dead body’, I added,

You never threatened,

You answered,

 ‘Don’t put this thought into my head’,

‘Tell me why you don’t answer,

Somebody else is on your mind,

Do you live the right moment?

With the wrong person,

Have you texted or called her?

No?

You did but her phone had died,

Is it the same feeling,

You loved to dream about when you were all alone?

‘People cry when they still have hope,

Yesterday I stopped,

There are things I don’t want you to know,

Playing with me you can’t win all the time’,

As long as I am the queen,

You are the king of mine,

You make me to say cruel things,

How many heartbeats will you count,

Before you can fall asleep?