What does the cat purr in your ear?

 

 

 

The Loved One Always Opens Pandora’s Box.

 

 

After I left you stayed,

Staring at the walls,

Since when did you stop to use colors?

 Do you try to find what happens,

Before everything starts in souls?

You use the palette of sidewalks,

Cheap smiles and cheap hugs,

You honor a silent pact,

Fools say you made with the devil,

This time your walls don’t help me,

To wall up my God alive,

You have been painting with grey,

You might be scared to move on,

 Maybe you don’t want,

Maybe you are afraid of living the rest of the day,

You try to find the beginning,

I know what happens after the end,

I know how it feels,

Trembling and waiting for wrath,

Grey is a blend of two colors,

You are black,

I am white,

The morning is grey like an LSD pavement,

I woke up happy,

It is because of you,

Grey is a cocktail of us,

Finally she is with you,

Time is a runaway,

‘You’ve changed you know’,

I’ve missed you,

No one explains how much,

Two things you remember about women,

You remember her eyes and her taste,

You make complaints,

‘Where is she looking?

I lost a couple of pounds,

How haven’t she noticed yet?’

She patiently counts moments,

Lost moments without you,

I’ll fix you a cup of coffee,

She remembers exactly how you want it,

She does her best to please,

Confusing it with ‘I love you’,

She looks into your eyes,

Whether you truly love it,

Or you pretend to love,

Smile is a polite effort,

You try to stay calm and polite,

You look at her and smile,

She looks at you and wonders,

How would it be?

‘You know I am pregnant’,

No response,

 Silence,

The paperwork is done,

     I have just filled blank spaces,

I put ‘she’ in happiness holes,

I’ve almost forgotten the final scene,

All in all it’s not the ending,

After you left, she stayed,

Wondering ‘how would everything be?’

Staring at the same sugar jar,

That she had stared before,

All the above never happened.