What does the cat purr in your ear?

 

 

Turning The World Upside Down

 

 

I listened to her,

 

I did my thing,

Either must take a decision,

Either must be a hairy one,

Either must be a boss,

I burnt my thriving new life,

I might have been lazy sometimes,

My shifting boss was never idle,

I hadn’t exhausted the limit of my bad decisions,

Yet,

My parents were mostly speechless,

They couldn’t decide to be proud or shocked,

It might have been coke,

I believed my potentials were endless,

I had a cat,

It purred by my side,

I ceased understanding the value of any commitment,

What else did a man like me want?

A man like me,

With money and awesome sunset erections,

I lost my interest in thoughtful Lolitas,

With glowing red lollipops,

They were filled up with mystery and riddles,

Sticking out of chasms,

Unpenetrated,

And silent wild cherry horns,

 I used to think ‘I won’t survive,

Coming back to the empty apartment,

I won’t survive a single weekend’,

My full- time pain became part-time,

Either I sent it to Hell,

Or it dissipated,

I’d been looking for my only one,

Hope is an enduring hooker,

All women were pretty the same,

All their demands were precise,

I learnt to withstand,

The best-looking attacks,

I understood girls only differed,

In the color of their ambitions,

In attractiveness of their looks,

In the letters of their cup size,

Their thinking was very specific,

 My fantasy was not,

The unpenetrated stops looking cryptic,

After it’s penetrated for good,

I worked hard for a good cause,

I saw it, I liked it, I took it,

I did more than one marvel at once,

I was tired of talks about diets,

Lifestyle rubbish,

Solarium dreams getting a tan,

Fights for survival under the sun,

I thought that it was all trash,

I was tired of girls rubbing and dreaming,

Waiting one day they would be huge,

Most of them expired,

 After they had something big,

I didn’t need a gangster,

I didn’t need a stooge,

I needed the love of a woman,

That expected from me none,

The very specific nothing,

It didn’t translate into ‘much’,

I preferred to translate the nothing into ‘it is my gun’.