What does the cat purr in your ear?

 

 

November Depression

 

 

 

No jealousy was supposed to lie between our hearts,

We reached a two-way consensus,

When a commitment is double-faced,

It’s always stronger,

It lasts,

Much longer than one-way commitment,

Our love had shunning nature,

It slammed the door on suspicion and lie,

We didn’t want to pay any ransom,

We didn’t believe in wide spreading love,

The statistics on happiness was pinned on the fridge door,

It was the end of the year,

        Do you feel it?

 Does it deadly disturb you?

It’s normal,

It happens,

Stay silent,

Don’t tell anyone,

It’s shame,

If it doesn’t happen to you,

Then your soul is missing something very important,

One cell and one sense,

Hide the uncut truth,

You’re a satisfied cripple,

It befalls every year,

Clockwise it happened to her,

It’s called November depression,

Autumn made a request for a refund,

It was her time,

Her heart and her soul blossomed,

She was able to talk on Fall forever,

Spitting the bile of her mind,

It’s time of our birth,

The world is at our feet,

It brims with faith,

We are full of strength,

As if failure didn’t exist,

She had a lonely soul,

It’s the loneliest one that I'd ever felt,

Though we didn’t resemble each other,

We fitted together like two perfect rhymes,

Dancing the fall rite,

Somebody brings a bouquet,

A ‘get well’ card, the warmest message,

When a bouquet is bigger than guilt,

Reminding that beauty will be lost soon,

It’s cruel,

Fall is a terminal illness,

For long hours she didn’t sleep,

Drinking hot tea in the kitchen,

She thought about something exclusively hers,

Torturing and ripping,

‘They fail to love for a long time,

They honestly try,

I know,

In the end they are always leaving,

I stay behind and cry,

It is the shortest distance,

From very high to very low’.