What Does The Cat Purr In Your Ear?

 

 

Let’s Win The Game

 

 

I clench my fist,

The entire world turns white,

I do not feel pain,

You and I play exclusively major roles,

We don’t settle for something small,

It bitterly sighs,

It silently cries,

Being empty it hides in the corners,

The roles we play can be hated and rough,

They are not always great and easy,

They always have everything more,

More poison, more bile, more salt,

More anguish and true will,

They are always scared,

But rewards for them are always bigger,

You want me to be one of your episodes,

One step at your lifetime,

One frame of your silent movie,

One moment of your daily night,

One shade of your black sun,

Now your life is jumping lines,

Now we both are evil and even,

One stone of your walls,

One echo of your ceilings,

You want me to be a key to all your locks,

Without blaming and fighting,

You’d love imprisoning me,

In the farthest room of your head,

Jingling the keys every second,

 Torturing my daydreaming,

You truly hope,

Your memory will forget,

Your conscience will never remember,

It will enjoy a pleasant stay,

In the cabaret of your pain,

Under the Gothic arches,

I will continue wailing and waning,

I am not one of those,

Who anticipates the vain,

Impatiently waiting and secretly hating,

Asking the hordes of faceless questions,

When you deign to come back,

To unlock the gate of your castle,

With whom you have been,

Why,

While I was doing time,

It’s the restless wind in my hair,

There is venom in my eyes,

There is no blood in my veins,

Do you hear?

My voice is in other voices,

Do you recognize it?

In my veins only fire runs,

We share the same halo,

We share the same curse,

We are two of a kind,

Do you know?

We are not different,

We are unique,

Come with me leaving behind,

Your slow motion death.