XXLove letters

 

 

 

When love finds the happy ending,

 

 

Madam Casavant decorated a tree,

She hung Christmas lights on the tree in her garden,

Now it is properly armed,

 It’s ready to celebrate,

Wearing bandoliers,

It’s ready to face the new year’s  arrival,

 

Crossed strands of lights looked like magic bullets,

I loved the idea of killing New Year,

I had to gold dig in the attic,

I turned the place upside down,

Finally baubles were found,

Voila,

Like millions of normal people I had a Christmas tree too,

 

I’ve decided,

  I love New Year celebration,

When it is lonely, I love it even more,

I could have made many bargains,

I lavished all my chances,

I traded them all for moments,

Not thinking about the final straw,

 

I grabbed the moments and lived them,

I was curious what taste they had,

Now I’m sure,

I don’t wonder,

They tasted like strawberry ice-cream with chocolate chunks,

It was a pleasant short stay in the hell of your head,

 

They were too sweet,

I realized shortly,

Too many sweets make me sick,

I retreated and got lost,

All beautiful things end very quickly,

In my bitter sweet sour world,

 

Music mumbles,

I don’t listen,

The drink is in my hand,

It’s cold,

Only Christmas and me,

The tree is burning,

The lonesome whistle is drilling my head,

 

I turn off light,

My night is bitter,

It tastes exactly like Grand Marnier,

It’s garnished with one slice of lemon.

Because I am still looking for someone, whom I can feel in blue raven darkness,

When my desperate eyes cannot see.

 

 

P.S. Sweet Moments