XXLove letters

 

 

When days are a long succession of dots,

 

 

Today I’ve decided to write about you,

It’s much harder than you think,

I try to stay cold and merciless,

I persuade myself that it’s over,

Foolishly I miss you,

I miss even the moments when I said ‘I don’t’,

 

You know I’ve always missed you,

Even the moments I hung up on you,

I’ve never been much of a compromiser,

I couldn’t survive your ‘Sorry’,

I wouldn’t have lived till morning,

If I had admitted the truth,

How much I loved you,

 

There is the path where we’ll be together,

Life is delayed at dawn,

Here days and melancholy flow,

Everything’s coming up roses,

We’ll equally share our prey,

You’ll keep petals and I’ll keep thorns,

 

Memories are soul deposits,

I type thoughts,

They knock on indifferent minds,

I travel through beautiful words,

The meaning of everything is well-hidden in brackets,

Sadness and loss are hidden in dots,

 

I try to persuade myself that I don’t need you,

I’m adaptable,

Don’t forget,

I travel through lives of others,

They remind me of my own,

Exactly like mine they are hungry for dreams,

 

I live in the pictures that want us together,

I hear the same song,

If I had a smile, I would give it to you as a present,

But my hands are empty,

In the end of each sentence I put the ellipsis,

I tell myself ‘I don’t need you’,

Lately I use too many dots.

 

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