XXLove letters

 

 

 

When I wake up in the void,

 

 

I open my eyes,

You haven’t left yet,

I remained silent looking at you,

You bent your head to kiss me,

I wish you stayed here,

I wish you said something,

I wish we talked more,

Until the sun slowly fades behind trees,

Until it shuts the heavenly door,

 

You always leave as if you were on the run,

Now you are leaving,

I have to blame,

Whom?

I have to curse,

None,

Is it my fault?

Or is it her?

That you are always leaving,

 

I’ll get rid of the feeling to be a sellout,

I will ask you for nothing,

I can’t give you a thing,

The method is simple,

I can give you a reason,

The void is inside me,

The void is around,

I wake up every morning hugged by the void,

You would recognize it,

It’s the void of an empty dream,

 

Every night I wake up in the void,

I get accustomed to it,

You left,

You are always leaving,

Why are you doing this?

Are you afraid?

Maybe you hate wasting time,

The crowns of trees are red,

Will you look for me if I get lost?

The bells of Sacre Coeur are ringing,

 

It’s the picture of us,

It was never delivered,

Frame it with silver and wood,

I hope it will never break,

As I broke,

I was made of the wrong matter,

A broken dream was made once,

I don’t dare to blame the Creator and fate,

No one blames you,

 

There is no other chance.